CHOOSE LOUIS VUITTON

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8 years ago this autumn, 24-year-old Shen Xiao Ting easy carrying luggage, come to the city, she walked and walked along the railroad rambling manner, has the courage to come to mind expansion litters Call to Olivia: "I come, in the railway port, if you do not take me, I had to let death take me up."
an hour later, anxious and frantic of Zhang Zhen, appeared before her, tears in uproar Shen Xiao Ting on the eyes out. She held out her hand and rubbed the sweat from his forehead Zhang Zhen, Zhang Zhen been a flash of escape, and then she saw a woman who sounded very angry, stood behind Zhang Zhen. She looked at her, startled for a moment, looked up and the efforts to gradually spin down head low. She knows who she is, Olivia on the phone in the letter brandished a knife and cut love, I said that the new girlfriend. In the last letter, Zhang Zhen, said: "Xiao Ting, you let me, I really no longer love you, I have fell in love with someone else."
Shen Xiao Ting back only a few words: "But I still love you. "
behind the woman is to take Olivia's new love. 7 Along the way, Olivia did not see her, carrying hand luggage hand pulled her hand away in front of his girlfriend. Shen Xiao Ting looked at them together, hold hands, shed tears slowly. Front man, was her first love, and now, Chang Chen is no longer rare, in his own, as an outdated clothes are avant-garde fashion women detest. Olivia registered to her hotel, took her in, put down her luggage, trying to leave without saying anything, Shen Xiao Ting is also picked up luggage without saying anything to follow behind. Olivia had enough: "Shen Xiao Ting, I said between us is over, in the end, how would you like?"
Shen Xiao Ting said calmly: "Love is two things,Has just opened space to walk around it!, to end you have to ask I agree. I not how, I just want to love you, you forget? You went behind my back and climb mountains, you taught me to kiss ... ... you said would spoil me ... ... I'll never forget my life, that year, I am your junior freshman , you say, so we graduated together. "
those sweet memories with separate ways after graduation was the arrival of Zhang Zhen forget the wind, and she has in mind, the wonder that her heart falling apart?
Shen Xiao Ting, smiling said, tears slowly slip her cheek. Her eyes, always through the tears, stare at the pair of hands tightly pulled together. Now, she saw a hand in the struggle to take away the outside, a hand, trying to retain their desire to want to stay in the struggle of progressive collapse of the ... ...
heel hit the road in a click from near and far to spread despair, Shen Xiao Ting Zhang Zhengu simply pull off the hands scattered in the air and said: "Come on, take me home."
That fall, Shen Xiao Ting's persistent drive away with a gritty Olivia's new love. No ceremony, she made Olivia's wife, she wants to, and much better than this, a man committed to his promises made, to the love they can not give up.
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other people's first marriage is sweet, Shen Xiao Ting's first marriage, but long as a cup of boiling water, not cold not hot. Shen Xiao Ting do not care, believe in yourself there is always one day, will use watery tender, melt hearts resigned condensation in Olivia.
really is. World men's infatuation, lust nearby where Di Deguo the temptation? Moreover, Shen Xiao Ting is beautiful, love is gentle, those due for a reality of romance, faded. But half a year, two from the first meeting with the estranged couple became husband and wife arouses the warmth of love. In front of Zhang Zhen, Shen Xiao Ting do not seem as curious about the other woman, never to the winner's attitude to delve into his old love of any message, and his own feelings. Wise woman on the way, may forgive and forget. Those curious about not only brought his secret anguish of mind aroused the scorn of their own, what will?
this and other move of ignorance, not Shen Xiao Ting would do. Zhang Zhen is only occasionally think about parting, she had what? Have not met the person satisfying the old infirmary chest pain, secretly, I hope she flies very well, love well,If a boy cried for you, please grab his hand, he c, so Olivia will be dead set on remaining years with his own happiness . Soon the four years, their love nest, the old house moved to new home. Night, Shen Xiao Ting said: "The day is too quiet, we need to have a baby."
Olivia thought for a moment, said: "How to wait two years? This year, I would like to take the bar exam."
Should Shen Xiao Ting , and now today's competitive job market, panic, win a certificate in hand, is more a survival guarantee, nothing wrong. When Olivia said: "after the yard work I'll read old house, there a number of static. In here, you're always swinging heart, not in the book on the." Said, twisting Shen Xiao Ting's nose poke fun at: "Little fox ... ..."
Shen Xiao Ting's heart, the United States was ah, like light rain in the tottering flowers. 3
before midnight on the weekend, Olivia was in the old house before. Middle of the night he softly land back into the hands quietly explore yard catch by Shen Xiao Ting's feet, and covering the chest, Shen Xiao Ting warm the hearts of the overflowing happiness.
Occasionally, there will be a joke with a friend reminded Shen Xiao Ting, Zhang Zhen of the old building houses several surprise inspections should be engaged, Shen Xiao Ting laughed: "love him to believe him."
as a few years ago, Shen Xiao Ting self-confidence can to run back to catch the heart of Zhang Zhen, as now, she believes they have enough magnetic field to Zhang Zhen smoke with me, surprise inspections of confidence that no such thing, so on and so she will do?
until, that weekend, Her shopping tired, happened to the old downstairs and tried break up a while, but do not want to make Olivia feel that their arrival is intended to do with him, then sat in the flower bed downstairs, to his message: I do shopping in the old neighborhood, will I stay up Zuoyi Hui guys?
Olivia back soon, saying: welcome to come to rest for his wife.
Shen Xiao Ting awaiting to go up, surprised to find a woman hurrying to come down, Shen Xiao Ting on in amazement. Goes on face, even over a decade or two are not forgotten her, then to the city, is to snatch away from her hands Zhang Zhen. She looked tired and sad long dragged some background, Shen Xiao Ting as silly a silly sat on in the flower bed. Until, Zhang Zhen SMS to ask where the only rude awakening, Alice moved that look dull, press to: Ok, I go home. To see it? To see a pack may not see is any trace of the fairs? To smell the breath of those surviving torture yourself?

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cried after leaning on the door finally Shen Xiao Ting understand that: the original, time is not forgotten a person's good medicine, the right opportunity, we love those old friends, such as Chen weeds in spring, to march forth and grow up. That night, Olivia came home and found Shen Xiao Ting sitting up, she looked at him straight in the face, so that he can not escape the moment. Collided with her eyes, then laughed Zhang Zhen, Shen Xiao Ting faint: "I love you so much."
Olivia touch her face, as if unlimited sympathy and affection, may, Shen Xiao Ting know that it really is. In his performances in Shen Xiao Ting suddenly to tragedy,Lost, originally designed to save those who quietly, actually can not find an implementation gap.
unhappy, the Shen Xiao Ting gradually thin, paper thin if the chest pain often came hidden, often cover their, and eyes look Zhang Zhen, see his eyes, whether pity and love breeding. Seeing
Zhang Zhen, dragging her to the hospital, she refused, if the body of the sick can be attracted to his pity, so that he could not bear to give up, body pain, what of it?
can, pain is more and more intense, and Zhang Zhen dragged her to the hospital. Laboratory, CT, surgery ... ... Olivia said she had gallstones. During hospitalization, Zhang Zhen juggle, midnight, when she was hazy sleep, Olivia crept, talking in the corridor. Brush her tears came down to it, more often, is bunk, and would like a word, the love that woman to know what Olivia how deep. Zhang Zhen before each call to the corridor would call her softly: "Xiao Ting, Xiao Ting ... ..." to see her not only ease out. Chang Chen and the girl on the depth of love, not from listening to the words, but could hear him softly sighed: "She is not much time left, this time, I would like to take with her."
Shen Xiao Ting's heart kept falling falling, as if, seeing himself slip into the abyss, no straw around the roots but was captured, no wonder, before and after surgery, he would not say what illness. Shen Xiao Ting a Shining burning heart for the love of struggle, on the gray down, turned himself was not the gallstones. The first day after discharge, Shen Zhen Xiao Ting asked: "From far away I come to you people subsequently, you should know I am strong, tell me the truth, what, what is the disease I have?"
Zhang Zhen easily : "The gallstone ah."
though he relaxed tone, Shen Xiao Ting was able to see that it is pretending to be relaxed. Shen Xiao Ting smiled, knowing to ask him, or ask a doctor, will not get a clear answer. Altogether, buy books about cancer and control their physical symptoms. By Zhang Zhen saw that meal curse: "Haohao De one, why doubt yourself then got ill?"
Shen Xiao Ting is not language, it is increasingly up to sorrow. Olivia has long refused to say anything else, direct pull her to see a psychiatrist, a doctor said she was suffering from depression, Shen Xiao Ting smile a little, presumably, is Olivia already made an appointment, and a good lie with deceive ourselves that the dead person, then refused psychological treatment. Zhang Zhen Not really, not discouraged, always bring back some tapes of psychotherapy, put to her. 5
returned from the hospital, Zhang Zhen to the family of a cupboard was locked, open cabinet for confinement have to take advantage of her absence. Shen Xiao Ting also curiously forced open the door that closet, which are all symptoms of cancer and treatment on the books, they think of him often through the induction of a camel through ask yourself, what desire, she said if the next day, this wish will become a reality. This is a person of conscience not been deleted on the deceased's good, how could she not know even this stupid?
Shen Xiao Ting surrounded by boundless despair. Yes, she knew her love sick, she thought to save, and efforts can be, even the body is suffering from a fatal terminal illness and life will disappear, love will become physical stuff, this rescue also What is the significance?
her day after day, bored at home, pretend to know nothing, listen and do the treatment. Really, when she no longer hates Olivia's betrayal they felt that he was very good, on a life's few remaining people, the loyalty and betrayal of the meaning of both, are not too large. But he tried to save her. Fan Dao, let her have some Thanksgiving. Often, she would feel that they live, is not a dignified last legs, is ill in retaining Olivia's heart, this love, what is the point? But pity Bale. A month later, Shen Xiao Ting threw themselves in front,Wow!, when she first arrived the city, beating the rail so Olivia came to pick her place. 6
quietly after finishing the Shen Zhen Xiao Ting's funeral, another half a year, he married a new love. Things, appears to have had, and he and his new wife flies calm wishful. Life seems to be back calm. Can be sudden, so one day, his new wife received a phone call, is a psychiatrist called in, he opened his mouth and asked: Shen President, I do about a return visit, you better now What?
New wife stunned look, somehow, I do not know how to pop star, only slightly cough a little, wondering how to say that they are not Shen Xiao Ting. There went on to say: I have been worried that you will continue to listen to those tapes, you must believe me, throw them out. Those tapes for your treatment of depression not have any effect, it is the hypnotic effect of some spiritual metaphor, makes you more inclined to suicide. The new wife Oh sigh, said: Shen Xiao Ting is dead, is calling?
Other end of the silence for a long time, then said: I was her psychiatrist. You are her people? How she died?
New wife, hesitating a moment, said: I was her sister, six months ago, she threw themselves in front. Psychiatrist sighed: she certainly did not hear my words, while continuing to listen to those tapes.
new wife trance, trying to ask something, there has been hung up.
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new wife Lengzheng a long, hard to understand, and then mad to home capsized Xiao Ting's legacy, those tapes gone. Finally, she suddenly remembered Zhang Zhen said, Shen Xiao Ting like to pass the lonely online. Seven industry legend MmDB7lfrG4pOxTSH
it online search of her name. Shen Xiao Ting called a lot of people can, and she finally found her still looking for Shen Xiao Ting, and, Shen Xiao Ting's blog. September 10
Olivia took me to see a psychiatrist, and he said I did not get ill, but got depression. However, he did not know, I heard the corridor, he said that my time is not too high.
9 月 12 日
bookstore I went to buy a bunch of books on cancer, and cancer did my symptoms somewhat similar, I cried. I have tried to save, and Zhang Zhen's love, as the same year, but, for me such a person will die, come back to save what is the significance of love?
9 月 13 日
because I refuse psychological treatment, Olivia brought me back a tape of some weird melody, listen to them tell me to treat my depression, I heard. Why are heard the more despair? Every time I heard them, I no longer fear death, even death is a piece that something good and easy ... ... ... ...
9 月 20 日
now, I have been poisoned , Zhang Zhen back every day to listen to the tape. Listen, my heart will be filled with the dead calm, not the music, my heart will fall into mania. I am worried that one day, I will choose this serene music died ... ...
9 月 30 日
While listening to therapy tapes make me quiet a while, but I still afraid of them, I started doubt their role. I took two of them, to see a mental doctor. Doctors listened to the tape, and asked,Today, I just opened space, Who has given me. I said, he was silent for a long time, and said: Do not heard since.
I left, he went out, said: "If possible, you are divorce?" were I said no, he asked why?
I said: I'd rather die, or leave. He said: So he gave you listen to these tapes. October 8
I never heard that tape, a man went to the hospital, a medical examination. Sure enough, I have to, but gallstones, and I am carrying enough case to prove I'm healthy, sitting in the corridors of the hospital, crying. Suddenly understood Zhang Zhen careful of doing things, in my hospital, why call in the corridor, why would call out calling my name before I fell asleep not test the original, this is intentional. He knew that I wake to sleep, even if I fell asleep and was told he would dim he woke up to those words in the corridor is deliberately said to me, so I thought, they are really suffering from terminal illness. In this way he would like to let me lose the desire for health, then, re-use I doubt that I suffer from depression, then logical to me implies the death of tape ... ... ... ...
10 月 12 Day
back every day, Olivia still has not asked me to listen to the tape and listen to a talk before going to sleep is good. In fact, he looked down upon me, hint, only those who are weak in the role of psychological vulnerability obviously, and I is the perseverance and self-confidence, or, 8 years ago, I ran after him not far away. When he advised me to listen to the tape, I looked at him intently, had been to see him Bieguo Lian, I will hug him from behind, said: "I love you, forever." He said I love you. May, in the middle of the night, I often wake up crying, I love this man, I have wished he could die. He was crying my wake, hypocritical to embrace me, he thought, my heart under the action of the tape suggests, in the edge of life and death struggle.
10 月 15 日
tape still have not seen results of psychological suggestion, Olivia has lost patience. Often, I from his eyes, to see flashed the cold. This evening, he said: I leave next month, we play with the glide bar.
I said good, then looked at him Q: What kind of couple glider? he said, of course.
I laugh: I'm afraid of it, in case I accidentally fell off, it will not die?
his face suddenly froze, quickly Wushang my lips: No crow mouth.
my face smile, your heart is crying. I know that Olivia can not wait, just be who hit the inner secret, will face a camel living in cold froze. Next month, when the glider to fly to the highest point, Olivia will be a loud scream, but could do nothing to sway down at me, which he designed for my fate.
10 月 18 日
love is my life. Now love do not have it, Olivia was so little to press off my raw desires. I, before his death in the, how to do just a little more for the Olivia, let him gratitude for life. Therefore, or so he thinks he is successful, his plot was not my Kuipo, so I went to see who called becquerels psychologist, told her my real name and address, so that she, as I suicide indirect witnesses. Olivia will never know, I was so in love with him, and love would not let him take a little responsibility for my death, I do not want him because they do not love me and become a murderer.
Zhang Zhen, I love you, love to be added, if my death is your wish, what I choose?
All of this will be accompanied by the death of my loss in the network to become a secret ... ...

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new wife can afford to see these diaries, crying, and then the United States of love, if the doping of death, life would be a nightmare wound. The love found again, was actually carrying a human life! She suddenly felt cold behind, she desperately memories, yes, she had never received any Zhen in the middle of the night the phone, he also never on the phone She said Shen Xiao Ting suffering from terminal illness. Want to come, those phones are his means, a man no one answered the phone in front of his speech, in order, just let Shen Xiao Ting hear, then, let Shen Xiao Ting step by step in the scenario in despair.
because he understands, in this world that can set people on the Jedi, not only a tool, as well as love. The end is the use of Shen Zhen Xiao Ting's love, kill her, because she so loved him, such as life addicted to love. Seven industry legend MmDB7lfrG4pOxTSH
she packed up some of my things, left the home, not off the computer, the screen stays in the death of Chen Xiaoting diary.
she knew, Zhang Zhen fast back, see these diaries, he would happen then?
she did not know.
week later, she read a newspaper report, a railway port in Chen Xiaoting suicide, some people threw themselves in front, the deceased's head was hit the train sped off into the powder spend in vain, no one knows the expression before his death. But, his pale and cold hands, co-photo, take in the chest, photo woman, Shen Xiao Ting, in the cherry tree, smiling Can such as cherry.